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The readings from Acts that we hear between Easter and Pentecost
remind us that the early Church was a school of prayer. Jesus
is taken up into heaven; the disciples, Mary, and the other
holy women go back to the Cenacle to pray. A successor to
Judas must be chosen; the first Christians pray. Peter and
John are constantly in the Temple, praying.
Looking through the well-stocked "spirituality" section
in your local bookstore, you may think that Americans are
doing the same; in today's jargon, there seem to be a lot
of "searchers" out there. Catholic faith, exemplified in this
season's readings from Acts, teaches us something different
about searching, however. Catholic faith teaches us that the
spiritual life is not our search for God, but God's search
for us --- and our learning to take the same path through
history that God does. Our prayer must somehow reflect that
truth.
The Catechism teaches that prayer is God's gift to us. As
Paul wrote to the Romans, "We do not know how to pray as we
ought;" rather, the Holy Spirit prays within us (Romans 8.26).
The Catechism then illustrates this truth through the story
of Jesus' encounter with the Samaritan woman at Jacob's well
in John 4. The woman is surprised that Jesus, a Jew, would
ask a Samaritan (whom Jews considered heretics) for a drink.
Contemplative
prayer, prayer in silence, is not for gifted mystics
only; it's a way of praying that's open to all Christians,
if we take the time to clear out space for God in our
daily lives.
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Jesus' request shows us the surprising nature of prayer.
As the Catechism puts it, "The wonder of prayer is revealed
beside the well where we come seeking water; there, Christ
comes to meet every human being. It is he who first seeks
us and asks for a drink. He thirsts; his thirst arises from
the depths of God's desire for us. Whether we realize it or
not, prayer is the encounter of God's thirst with ours. God
thirsts that we may thirst for him."
The 17th century Carmelite mystic and author, Brother Lawrence,
proposed another useful way to think about prayer: prayer,
he taught, is "practicing the presence of God." In our prayer,
we respond to God's thirst for us by opening our minds and
hearts to God, thereby entering God's sanctifying presence.
In the Catholic tradition, active prayer --- "saying our
prayers," as we often call it --- is just the beginning of
prayer. The highest form of personal prayer is contemplative
prayer, prayer in silence, prayer as a way of "practicing
the presence." This form of prayer is not for gifted mystics
only; it's a way of praying that's open to all Christians,
if we take the time to clear out space for God in our daily
lives.
Most Catholics don't imagine themselves as contemplatives,
I suspect. But those Catholics who have discovered or rediscovered
Eucharistic adoration in recent years are in fact practicing
a venerable form of contemplative prayer. Its beauty and simplicity
are captured in a story about St. John Vianney.
The
famous Curé of Ars noticed that an elderly peasant in his
parish spent hours before the Blessed Sacrament. One day,
unable to restrain his curiosity, John Vianney came up to
the old man as he was leaving church after a lengthy spell
in front of the tabernacle. "What are you doing?" he asked
his parishioner. "I look at Him, and He looks at me," came
the reply. And that, I think, is the essence of contemplative
prayer. It's available to us all.
"Practicing the presence" isn't limited to perpetual adoration
chapels, of course. As a young priest visiting Paris for the
first time, Father Karol Wojtyla surprised his traveling companion,
a seminarian, by saying that the Metro, the Paris subway,
was "a superb place for contemplation."
Fifteen centuries earlier, the great theologian-bishop,
Ambrose of Milan, reflected on Jesus's command to "go to your
room and pray" [Matthew 6.6] in these words: "...by 'room,'
you must understand, not a room enclosed by walls that imprison
your body, but the room that is within you, the room where
you hide your thoughts, where you keep your affections. This
room of prayer is always with you, wherever you are, and it
is always a secret room, where only God can see you."
God thirsts for us always. We can meet God in prayer anywhere.
George Weigel is a senior fellow of the Ethics and Public
Policy Center in Washington, D.C.
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