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(Last of a 7-part
Lenten series.)
"There is only one way to put an end to evil, and that is
to do good for evil." That cryptic phrase from Leo Tolstoy
can serve as a key to help understand the real drama that
Jesus underwent in Gethsemane.
The blood he sweated there, as lover, was not just the blood
of the romantic lover, the obsessive pain of elusive love,
the bitter pain of love gone sour, or the crushing pain of
having to give up romance for fidelity. Jesus suffered these
in Gethsemane, but there was something more.
Like the ultimate
cleansing-filter, Jesus purifies life itself: He takes
in hatred, holds it, transforms it and gives back love;
he takes in bitterness, holds it, transforms it and
gives back graciousness.
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He also had to sweat the blood of the lover who is willing
to absorb the tension inside a community so as to transform
it and take it away. In the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus sweats
the blood of the lamb who takes away the sins of the world.
Jesus is the lamb who takes away the sins of the world.
That's the central piece in the Christian notion of salvation
and it's also the ultimate icon inside of our faith. It has
a variety of expressions, but always the same meaning: "Jesus'
suffering takes away our sins." "We are washed in the blood
of the lamb." "By his stripes we are healed." "Jesus' sufferings
reconcile us to God."
But how are we washed clean and reconciled through the blood
of Jesus?
Scripture expresses this in metaphors and we must be careful,
precisely, to not turn metaphor into literal understanding
here. Jesus did not die to appease a God whose anger at humanity
could not be placated by anything humans could do. God didn't
need to see Jesus suffer horrific pain and humiliation in
order to forgive us for sin. God doesn't have to be appeased
--- though, granted, that's what the metaphors and icons of
the "lamb of God" can suggest.
Jesus took away sin, not by placating some anger in God,
but by absorbing and transforming sin. How?
In ancient times, there were "scapegoat" rituals, liturgies
intended to take tension out of a community. When tensions
within ran high, communities would gather and symbolically
invest those tensions onto a goat or a sheep which they would
then drive out into the wilderness to die. The idea was that
this animal, the "scapegoat," took the tension and sin out
of the community by leaving the community and dying.
Jesus does this, but in a radically different way. He takes
the sin and tension out of the community, not by dying and
going away, but by absorbing and transforming it into something
else. How does he do this?
Perhaps an image (sadly, more mechanical than organic) might
be helpful: Jesus took away our sins in the same way as a
filter purifies water. A filter takes in impure water, holds
the impurities inside of itself, and gives back only the pure
water. It transforms rather than transmits.
We see this in Jesus: Like the ultimate cleansing-filter
he purifies life itself: He takes in hatred, holds it, transforms
it and gives back love; he takes in bitterness, holds it,
transforms it and gives back graciousness; he takes in curses,
holds them, transforms them and gives back blessing; he takes
in chaos, holds it, transforms it and gives back order; he
takes in fear, holds it, transforms it and gives back freedom;
he takes in jealousy, holds it, transforms it and gives back
affirmation; and he takes in satan and murder, holds them,
transforms them and gives back only God and forgiveness.
Jesus takes away the sins of the world in the same way a
water-filter takes impurities out of water, by absorbing and
holding all that isn't clean and giving back only what is.
This
isn't easy. To do this, without resentment, means sweating
blood, a lover's blood. Jesus walked into the Garden of Gethsemane
as the archetypal lover, but also as one tempted, just as
we are, towards bitterness, fear, resentment and self-protection.
He was haunted by all the same proclivities that beset us.
But, and this is the point, in Gethsemane, he transformed
rather than transmitted those temptations. He didn't simply
give back in kind, letting the energy simply flow through
him. He purified the energy and took the tension and sin out
of it by absorbing them. It cost him his blood, his life and
his reputation. He had to sweat blood, but he emerged from
the Garden the truly generative lover who, at the price of
giving away everything, gives back peace for tension and forgiveness
for sin, absorbing in his own person the tension and sin so
as to take them out of the community. The giving over of that
kind of blood really does wash away sin.
And, in doing this, Jesus doesn't want admirers, but followers.
The Garden of Gethsemane invites us, every one of us, to step
in, and to step up. It invites us to sweat a lover's blood
so as to help absorb, purify and transform tension and sin
rather than simply transmit them.
Oblate of Mary Immaculate Father Ronald Rolheiser is a
specialist in the field of spirituality and systematic theology.
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